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Last week, I had my speaking skills assessment. My English teacher asked me “ how would you feel if one day all the books disappeared from the world ?” I was a bit confused but then I replied “Mam, it would be a terrible moment.” Afterwards I wondered why I said that, why I felt terrible for such a situation, why a sensation of fear occurred inside me? I started to replace ‘books’ with other things I love – paints, diaries, fountain pens, music and I must say it was the worst day of my life. I had a disturbed night, full of fear, nightmares and visions of everything I love going ‘poof’! But after my mind got stable, a question came to my mind- why do we fear things? All of us fear something- maybe being abandoned, losing faith or trust, or failing. What we call nightmares are basically what our brain thinks that scares us most. This fear is our weakness. There are some moments when we wish to be fearless but “ being fearless isn't the point. That's impossible, it’s learning to